they'll often take various bites by falsely accusing me regarding details of my personal life, and then I have an obligation to 'divulge' these details to them. they act like they know me everywhere I go, do everything to indicate that everything they write and display is directed at me on the internet, music, books, tv, etc. will come as anonymous strangers, former-friends, former-mentors, people in your neighbourhood, people you know, and every member of society, and will all play by the same rules and use the same tactics. they'll use their informal relationship with me to subject me to standards that completely overlook their methods of subjecting me to these standards. anything they do can be overlooked, because of course I am the one who is being targeted.
moreover, no one will accept that I am capable of making judgments regarding the world around me, although I do everything to constantly demonstrate that I am (and it is my inference that they are not capable of making any rational judgments and are not able to see anything). anything I say about the 1984 state can of course be dismissed as mental illness, and if those around me were not all workers of the 1984 state, then the two possibilities would at least balance each other out. or a recent half-truth insinuation: my perceptions are altered by psychiatric drugs (I am not on psychiatric drugs, and haven't been for years). or often it will be insinuated to me that I am a con-artist, deceptive person, not sufficiently honest with myself, or operate according to a blood-sucking logic. the only thing I can say is that the evidence speaks for itself to anyone who is able to see, and that they are all these things.
or I watch too much television or am alienated from society: they've done everything to alienate me, and constantly ensure this, and when I watch television I waste time, but it doesn't interfere with my rational judgments, and in my life I had never watched much television, except for the television that is the world around me, in the sense that the world around me is literally like a television, that is, I have judged based on logical inferences and countless experiences and observations that it is a computer simulation. and likewise, if I experience strong emotions, if I have criticized society, if it's 'in vogue' to explain everything in terms of one's upbringing, if I have had many traumatic experiences in my life, and if I detest these things that call themselves people, such things will impact what I think about, but will not interfere with my rational judgments.
this, and my many previous writings, I think speak quite strongly in my defense. they don't need to make any arguments for themselves of course, because they have tremendous numbers, and I am the one they keep in the spotlight.