of course I can't write anything about anything other than the disease public, because the disease public has the greatest numbers and can attack me in the greatest mobs. if I write about anything other than the disease public, that's a vulnerability, and the disease public can attack me for it. and if I mention anything about being targeted by nazis, I have to be reminded that they are the nazis by which I am targeted and will just target me for targeting me and use every effect of targeting me for further targeting.