they deny every single thing that is happening around me, and then target me according to fictions by means of methods they won't admit to, such as them acting like they know me everywhere, in order to police my every move and my every breath. they really don't let me exist at all. they also often tell me that I am not sufficiently considerate to them, and use this for further targeting.
the public rapes me in masses. then the private sector will tell me none of it has happened and will use a different context against me to target me for any response to being raped by masses. if I don't respond in their presense, they'll begin targeting me for my writings. I think they are targeting me, and are quite set on this. they don't let me be anywhere and don't let me exist.