the pieces of shit ensure to always keep me in the spotlight and so I can never be free. if I stop writing, quickly the law becomes determined by the thoughts I am thinking, and they just police me as a society for my thoughts and know absolutely no limits and need to justify themselves to no one. writing about it is the only thing I can do to stand up to the nazi society, and then everything I write is ovelooked except for anything that can be used against me or justify the exercise of arbitrary law. if I let down my guard in any way, the virus will quickly go about policing my thoughts by means of torture and will remind me that there is nothing more important than protecting my thoughts and my senses against them. if I protect my thoughts and my senses against them, they will go about eating and eating away at my defenses.
they actually don't do anything positive whatsoever, however, I must always consider their demands above everything else, because they act in accordance to every detail of my life everywhere I go in brutal and coercive ways. they cannot acknowledge logic, because logically they shouldn't even be there, and so I cannot value logic, because they are extremely numerous and are all fixated on me. if I am not in favour with them, I will be much less free no matter where I go, because they are all the same everywhere and all act like they know me everywhere and I will have to suffer punishments by them and will not be able to avoid these or to find anywhere to go where this won't occur. they also ensure that my life cannot go anywhere, and give me absolutely no reason to value anything they say or to give a shit whether I am in their favour or not today, other than that they are all the same everywhere, inflict punishments, exploit vulnerabilities, and are tremendously numerous.
no matter what I do or which way I move, above all else I must always consider the demands of those that spy in masses on my every move and not only do nothing positive in my life, but in fact even deny knowing who I am and use it against me if I even mention that they all act like they know who I am everywhere, and then subject me to whatever context required at any given moment to also target me and prey on me for every effect of the targeting which they deny. I must consider their demands above all else because they will use it against me that they know me everywhere and I will have to suffer punishments every time no matter where I go when any detail of my life or my thoughts are not in their favour.