and everything has to always be suited to this insanity of the pieces of shit policing and targeting me as a society no matter where I go, and I can't take a single step outside of my house without immediately encountering a personal cop, and everyone else I encounter just more personal cops. if I do anything whatsoever in my life however mundane, I will not be able to take a single step without running into a personalized retribution for this. I am not even given sufficient space to prepare myself, and keeping up my guard against pieces of shit that police my thoughts as I'm thinking them is itself sufficient to cripple every aspect of my life, although whenever I do let down my guard in my thoughts they'll ensure to fulfill this function and to remind me that I cannot be permitted to be alive in any way, in one way or another, as long as they are there and policing me as a society.