and there's also the issue of me not being permitted to have any life or any money, due to being shunned by the pieces of shit that police me and target me as a society, and so now they again begin confiscating things from me and exploiting money in every way they can. these pieces of shit do not die. there is absolutely no reason for them to be there and they do not ever help anything in any way or do anything positive, but they are always there because they must police everything, destroy everything, and rape everything.

moreover, whenever any violation is committed against me, the pieces of shit will always make excuses for whoever committed the violation and will miraculously turn even this into an occasion to target me more.

I must also fear for my safety when I stay away from the herd, because then the representatives of the herd will come and tell me how wonderful the pieces of shit that rape me are, will penalize me in many ways for not spending more of my time subjecting myself to them, and will feel much more at ease exploiting me and committing violations against me, as this is enabled by the labels they put on you when you stay away from the herd. the herd has control over all property and finance, as well as that hole in the law that can confine you against your will for staying away from the herd, which would stand out more if all the law wasn't in fact arbitrary. and behind every uniform, every gavel, and every needle, is just another member of the universal herd-mafia.

I started writing in the first place because I have been targeted by society for so many years. then they of course target me for my writings. and whenever I stop writing they keep avenging themselves on me and avenging themselves on me for my writings until I must resume.

their methods of censorship are quite effective: they inflict punishments of me by whichever facets of the collective required, and use torture, conditioning, and long-lasting traumas. punishments cannot be avoided no matter where I go, and will be effectively inflicted every single time, because they are everyone, are everywhere, and are all the same and all nazis.

after having taught me by means of great amounts of force, mind-rape, and extortion, that I am not permitted to make jokes about them or to speak disrespectfully or use profanity when talking with them, and punishing me everywhere I go for every detail of my life for long periods of time until a trauma is created and then using intimidation to coerce me to abandon everything I see and to abide by their lies instead and acknowledge them as what they claim to be, the pieces of shit resume making fun of me in very cruel ways whenever I let down my guard in any way around them. they have this very annoying obligation to always have to prove to me that they are wrong, even if I don't want them to, and then using this for sadistic purposes. moreover, everywhere I go they are all the same, whether encountering them in public or in my private life, and so while able to avoid going outside and avoid social situations which will allow them to gang up against me to a large extent, I can't avoid everything, and they insert themselves into the most basic functions of my existence and use extortion and all the other methods and deterrents to restrict and police these as well.

they also will very often tell me how important it is to have more 'people' in my life (which is what they designate themselves), and will use this against me. as they are targeting me, it doesn't matter even if I did have more of them in my life, because they'll always find something for which to target me, as is affirmed every time I do have more of them in my life or show any kindness to any of them. and they'll also penalize me in various ways, take advantage of me in various ways, and accuse me of very many things for accusing me of not having enough of them in my life. they also inflict psychological torture and conditioning against me and police my thoughts, which makes it very difficult to endure them, and will not permit me to enter into conversation with them without making it known to me in very painful ways that I am not permitted to communicate with them, and not permitting me to ignore this for a second. and every one of them will always reject me, will accuse me of whatever necessary to justify rejecting me, and then will tell me how important it is to have more of them in my life (other than itself), and will use it against me in many ways that I don't.
and so for instance B will tell me how great C is, as compared to myself. and C will tell me that it finds it difficult to have any relationship with me because I am not sufficiently sensitive to A and B. this is in fact not true, but C must accuse me of something to justify rejecting me. in fact, C often argues with A and B, and I also often argue with A and B. however, because I am the one being targeted, then they can permit themselves things which they do not permit me and accuse me of things I don't do to justify singling me out and rejecting me. and when society began targeting me and violating my every right at that particularly chosen time years ago, above all it was C that had turned even more monstrous than all the others and had taught me a very painful and icy lesson about ever trusting anyone in any way, although A and B of course did their part, as did all my friends, and every single member of society, and every single worker of the institutions of society, and back then it was still new to me to find myself surrounded by cold-blooded nazis, and I didn't know how to react, and it took me several very painful lessons to realize that they really are nazis. and so I also find it appropriate whenever they tell me that I have betrayed them, when in fact they just accuse me of the most backwards things possible to ensure that I remain targeted by them.

the rapist pieces of shit police me as a society, and everywhere I go are more of these nazis who are all the same and all targeting me. anyone I talk with however will tell me that none of it is taking place, and will subject me with coercion to the standards of the society they say it is and in which I am not living.

the pieces of shit involve themselves coercively in my thoughts and inflict punishments on me for my thoughts. then I must accept them as people, be glad when encountering them, and never give them any indication that when they're anywhere around I would like to stab out my eyes, ears, and head.

and if the public sector has raped you very thoroughly, you're next left to the private sector, which will immmediately begin causing tremendous problems for you. the totality of everything that is happening in your life is not acknowledged, and the private sector will be there to hold you to the standards of that society in which you are not living with great coercion, and will make demands from you that are unreasonable or impossible to live by. (the public sector does that as well, only you have no formal obligations to strangers, although you have to fear much more painful punishments). another major factor in my life: my thoughts are constantly being policed by means of torture, making it impossible for me to live the type of life they all tell me they do not prevent me from living, and they do not permit me to ignore the torture, or even to ignore that it is done on purpose. then they tell me that it doesn't happen, and use it against me in every way that I try to protect myself against it. I hate these pieces of shit.

the pieces of shit are nice to you one day so they can be nazi assholes the next, and whenever you show them any consideration they will teach you a brutal lesson about that. they also try to make you think that in between you have done something or they have found something out about you to merit this, and they do this every time. they also treat words as very serious crimes, although their very serious crimes are treated very casually by them. and they always tell you how much they want to help, and when you ask their help regarding anything they refuse, and they tell you how it could come about that if something was done to you right in front of them a situation could arise where they would take your side, and then whenever that happens they always take the side of the nazi regime against you.

the pieces of shit constantly police my thoughts by means of torture and conditioning. all they have to do is rape me very thoroughly and very persistently for a few days, and then all my movements can be controlled by my repulsion to them for a long time afterwards, and I will spend every moment dreading violent intrusions by them into my thoughts. they speak much of their humanity though, and use this to team up against me and target me as well.

and things now can only go the way they did last year, as those I'm supposed to be communicating with are interested in nothing other than finding all kinds of ways to censor me. why was I stabbed in this particular way at this particular time? so that I will have to write in more detail, that's all. now I will have an obligation to purge every violation committed against me, which will determine what violations will be committed against me next. this is who I'm dealing with.

I have no place to go. everyone acts like they know me everywhere, I get discriminated against wherever I go, and retributions are inflicted on me for details of my life by every one of them. there is one place I can be and have some privacy (my house), uless the population decides to police me there as well and not permit me to be there, which often they do. and of couse there is the issue of them policing my thoughts by means of torture and conditioning, which fills me with a powerful repulsion to them. sometimes I get sick of rotting in my house and go to the only other place I can go, where I encounter A, B, and sometimes C. very often I get outcasted and teamed up against in various ways there as well. after all these years it is still my first instinct to try to be fair and considerate and not to initiate aggression, and so they have to initiate it, although they always remember things differently. and so I'll encounter B, will attempt to get along, and will immediately be attacked for it and made to feel unwelcome by B. there are also the very many other things they do until I must stand up to them. then A and B will do the good cop/bad cop thing (whoever I have shown more consideration to will be the bad cop, in this case B). then C will come along and again I'll make efforts to get along with it and to be considerate, for which C will tell that I am inconsiderate to A and B and that this is why it behaves the way it behaves to me (it would like to behave in certain ways to me, and must accuse me of something I didn't do to justify this). I'm the only one amongst them with a conscience, while they call themselves great things and outcast me and single me out and target me and team up against me, and then prey on my conscience.

and whenever it's demonstrated that there is no justification for them to even be there, the pieces of shit only become involved in my life with ever more coercion. when there is something in my life that needs to be policed or can be exploited, every single one of them will rise to the occasion every single time. the public operates on knowledge of who I am and of details of my life, while anyone I talk to will tell me that no one in the public knows who I am, will use it against me if I mention this, and will subject me to the standards of some other society. the public will also subject me to the standards of some other society, only the public doesn't have a speck of logical deniability on their side, but they do have tremendous numbers.

I'm also constantly targeted in many ways by big brother. the scariest part of it is that those who tell me they're humans always work along with big brother, and cannot see anything but only enforce.

the nazi pieces of shit always play the judges of my compassion to them, and use this to target me and team up against me, which I find to be funny, because they treat me extremely inhumanely.

and whenever I feel too much emotion, I am more likely to go outside to try to find some space, however, I am being targeted by society, and the nazis rape me for feeling emotions.

and whenever any of them come as your friends one day, they'll have to punish you for it by being nazi pieces of shit the next day. and they are all the same.

I fear going outside, because I am being targeted by a population of nazis. and so of course now I am targeted by my family and teamed up against in various ways. they rise to each others' defense and outcast me even as a family (now it's my 'mother' and 'sister', while my 'father' is the good cop, although they take turns, and I have to write this to be fair to the good cop, and may get attacked by mobs of public for it). they'll try to make me feel compassion for them one day so they can be nazi pieces of shit the next and prove to me that they don't ever change. I hate these nazi pieces of shit, and they are all the same and pursue me and police and target me and team up against me wherever I go.

the rapists police my thoughts by means of torture. then they subject me to the utmost standards of propriety of some different society, and even tell me that I am lowering myself in the esteem of the nazis around me, for instance, by using the word 'nazis', and that this is why I am treated the way I am by the nazis, who have been treating me in these ways and targeting me as a society long before I ever began standing up to them in any way. and while demanding that I conform to their standards of what's appropriate and acceptable, as said they police my thoughts by means of torture, which barely allows me to even live.

the pieces of shit police my thoughts by means of torture. if I mention anything about being raped, they just contribute to the rape to show me that they don't care. then they tell me how wonderful they are, and each of them will tell me how wonderful all the others are, and then they all tell me how unfit I am in their society and what a deplorable presense I am amongst them. and every effect of being targeted by society they use against me for further targeting, while denying every single thing that is done to me and corroborating each other.
after years of this I had definitely begun feeling them to be pieces of shit. and after years of this I had acquired sufficient confidence to think of them as pieces of shit whenever I was permitted to think. and after years of this I had begun referring to them as pieces of shit in writings that I kept to myself, while they became very coercively involved in this process, increased the torture whenever I jotted anything down, and made me feel as awkward as they could everywhere I would go for being someone that jots things down. and after years of this I stopped caring and began referring to them openly as pieces of shit, which they of course use to continue and intensify the tortures, tell me that I have brought it on myself, and tell me how abusive I am to them. this is funny, because I have been very brutally abused by them for many years and still am, and have been extremely kind in return, and whenever I show them any kindness they immediately take advantage of me, and if I don't show them sufficient kindness they exploit my conscience and that unlike them I have a conscience, and then they treat me in every way that I should be treating them, and accuse me of everything of which I would be much more accurate in accusing them.
from the very first they have picked me, singled me out, systematically worked together to ruin my life, and very adamantly targeted me in every way and no matter what, and then kept using every effect of the targeting for more targeting, while denying every single thing they do.

the nazis will also involve themselves very intimately in your life for very long periods of time until you have developed some relationship with them and a familiarity and understanding on which you can operate. although this is never anything other than informal, you develop some amount of trust based on the relationship itself. the nazis however only then use the fact that they can deny anything that's not documented, and suddenly none of it has taken place, as far as their very large part in it is acknowledged, and your reactions to them are contextualized according to what they happen to feel like calling themselves today. suddenly nothing that happened is acknowledged as having taken place, the only thing left is the cold steel which is the nazi pieces of shit, and your reactions to the relationship which they themselves have insisted on for very long periods of time are used by the nazi pieces of shit to further target you. as I know from the past they can even lock you up for your part in the informal relationship, when their part is suddenly denied and they decide to lock you up for it.

I am so sick of these pieces of shit. they'll come as your friends one day, and the next they're back to being the nazi pieces of shit who are there to police you, make you feel unwelcome wherever you are, outcast you, team up against you, ridicule you, and rise to each others' defense against you.

the rapist pieces of shit constantly police me by means of psychological torture, abuse my senses, and become coercively involved in my thoughts and in everything I do.

the nazis target and police me as a society, and everywhere I go are more of them who are all the same and all policing my life.

when they're around I cannot doubt, sense, feel, or have thoughts without fearing and receiving punishments, and they use conditioning to become coercively involved in all my activities at all other times as well.

the pieces of shit constantly inflict brutal psychological torture and conditioning against me, and use this to punish me for my thoughts and my movements.
it is very painful to exist whenever they are around, painful to use my senses, and impossible to think. they always speak in each others' defense though, and while instigating every aggression, they always unanimously remember everything differently, and if you stand up to them they'll begin exploiting that you're the only one with a conscience, and will try to drive you out of wherever you are by this method. everywhere I go they're all the same and all working against me, and they can come as your friends, your family, people on the street, or whatever required, but they're all nothing but the cold iron of the police state.

the nazi pieces of shit forcefully drive me out of everywhere, but do not permit me an inch of space that they do not forcefully drive me out of.

when I give the nazis nothing to exploit, all they can do is admit to being rapist pieces of shit and brutally intensify the rape of my thoughts and my senses.

the rapist pieces of shit use brutal psychological torture against me by means of tremendous amounts of them over very long periods of time, and use this to inflict punishments on me for my thoughts. they deny everything they do, and then can also ridicule me for being tortured in the ways in which I am tortured by them. they make it impossible to use my senses and to think whenever they are anywhere around, then they tell me how wonderful they are and that I should have more of these rapists in my life.

the nazis target and police me as a society. everywhere I turn are more of these nazis who are all the same, all act like they know me, and do not admit to a single thing. however, they call themselves humans, and emphasize this when they can use this to police every detail of my life, while giving every indication that they are not humans, and as a rule acting a little less than humanly towards me. wherever I look, they are presented and present each other as being very wonderful, although this is not quite my experience with them.

various leeches in my life will also always do the good cop/bad cop and such things, and then will keep reversing roles back and forth, and they always ensure that there is at least one bad cop. they also act in many ways and give many suggestions, and then suddenly switch context and pretend none of it had taken place, and then make me feel guilty for any reactions to them. the society that acts like it knows me everywhere I go uses similar methods as well. then they try to make me think that their sudden changes of attitude towards me are due to them having found something out about me suddenly or me having done something to let them down. speaking with any of them is very difficult, and they are always very concerned about putting restrictions on what I can say in their company, or themselves are the restrictions and any straightforwardness with them is met with 'natural' consequences. much has to be suppressed, and the only way to deal with it is write about it, and then they target me for my writings, or will try to make me think so when in fact they are fulfilling the imperative to always target me no matter what, and whenever possible to make me think that it's my fault.