in reference now to nano-beings crawling into every mundane thing in my life:
the pieces of shit constantly become coercively involved in everything I do, including the most mundane things, and bring rot and death to it. anything I do - there are the pieces of shit becoming coercively involved in it and making it impossible. sometimes I wonder what the pieces of shit are for, but then I am reminded that everything needs to have pieces of shit crawling into it, and so that's what the pieces of shit are for. they crawl into everything I do and take coercive advantage of my most mundane activities and place themselves in the middle of these in ways which will make these impossible to accomplish. they crawl into descriptions and try to get me attacked by mobs, and exploit it that everything in my life has to be arranged around trying to avoid being attacked by mobs. they team up against me and are all members of the same team. if I don't stand up to them it's just back to complete arbitrary law and they just treat me in any way they please, and so I have to stand up to them in ways on which they'll prey, and set it up in advance for preying. these relentless leeches just prey on me as a very large team and do not ever leave me alone and are all the same and all work together to prey on one single person, and there is nowhere to get away from it. then they come in the size of people and force me to also acknowledge them as people. as I write this I receive electric shocks to my body. the pieces of shit are not there to care. the pieces of shit are there to prey, in large numbers, on one person, relentlessly, year after year, and ensure all the best conditions for this by allowing nothing in the life of the one they collectively target. the pieces of shit are a disease. any disease piece of shit that attacks me or inflicts retributions on me for writing this next time I go outside, is a disease piece of shit that deserves to die.

the electric shocks to private areas of my body keep intensifying and becoming more and more painful. the thing inflicting electric shocks to my body also constantly tells me what I'm allowed to do and controls everything around me. the thing inflicting electric shocks to my body is a piece of shit.
the things walking around calling themselves people just participate in targeting me and if I mentioned to them that I receive electric shocks to private areas of my body would just find a way to use it against me, and when I just try to co-exist with them and mind my own business they go out of their way to pick on me and to instigate things that they can then use against me and to further restrict my movements. these things walk around and are recongnized to be people.

the pieces of shit don't allow me to think or to experience doubt, and take coercive advantage of these things and inflict punishments for them, and so obviously I hate the pieces of shit and hate it when they're around. but that's not enough: when I'm alone in my house I'm not permitted to think or to experience doubt, and this will be met with electric shocks to my body and abuses of my senses.

and everything has to always be suited to this insanity of the pieces of shit policing and targeting me as a society no matter where I go, and I can't take a single step outside of my house without immediately encountering a personal cop, and everyone else I encounter just more personal cops. if I do anything whatsoever in my life however mundane, I will not be able to take a single step without running into a personalized retribution for this. I am not even given sufficient space to prepare myself, and keeping up my guard against pieces of shit that police my thoughts as I'm thinking them is itself sufficient to cripple every aspect of my life, although whenever I do let down my guard in my thoughts they'll ensure to fulfill this function and to remind me that I cannot be permitted to be alive in any way, in one way or another, as long as they are there and policing me as a society.

and whenever I single out any member of the team (the entirety of society), I will immediately be converged on by society as a whole no matter where I go. and whenever there is any vulnerability in my life I am immediately attacked and cannot go anywhere to avoid this, and whenever I let down my guard in any way anyone required will appear before me to reject me, and whenever anyone is nice to me, like clockwork they'll be first in line to kick me when I'm down. and I'm not permitted to walk on the street, to think, to however slightly trust anyone, or to do anything at all. I'm being targeted by a relentless mass of pigs.

generally, whenever writing anything that's not to the approval of the collective, I will step outside and instantaneously encounter pieces of shit that are hostile to me because of this. likewise, pieces of shit no matter where I go will instantaneously become hostile whenever I am doing anything they do not wish to permit me to do, such as walking on the street without any good reason. now they would like to have a direct relationship to my thoughts, and so I am not permitted to write anything or to do anything whatsoever. writing anything at all and doing anything at all will be treated as a betrayal of the relationship of the pieces of shit to my thoughts. if I betray this relationship, I will step outside and instantaneoudly encounter pieces of shit hostile to me for this, as well as taking coercive advantage of my thoughts to punish me for this betrayal.
whenever convenient, I am subjected to the standards of a society, but really it's a maximum security prison, or quite a bit more.

again it's this fucking bullshit that my entire life has to fall apart and the pieces of shit that police me as a society will find every excuse to increase their jurisdiction over my life, because I have moved around within society in ways they do not wish to permit me. they just police one thing in the name of something else as they always do. this happens whenever I move around within society in ways I'm not permitted to. there is one place I am permitted to be, and I have to lock myself there and hope that they bother me as little as possible when locked there, and I am only permitted to rot there and that's it. these fucking pigs just tell me what to do and where to be all the time.

and everywhere I go it's just more of these pieces of shit that are all the same and are all the police.

the pieces of shit police and target me as a society. I cannot walk on the street or do anything without being preyed on by these pieces of shit. these pieces of shit prey on my thoughts and take brutal advantage the instant I let down my guard in my thoughts in any way. these pieces of shit inflict retributions on me for my thoughts and use this to police my every movement. when the pieces of shit get into prey mode, they just do not stop. that's it. no life is permitted now. I am not permitted to do anything and I am not permitted to be anywhere. the pieces of shit are in collective prey mode now and all things are even more restricted than they usually are by the disease pieces of shit that brutally mind-rape me and prey on me as a society in every possible way. these pigs do not allow me to walk on the street or to do anything. these pieces of shit deserve to die.

I even feel an obligation to be fair to them knowing me everywhere I go. if they didn't happen to know me everywhere I go, very many of these problems just wouldn't be there in the first place. then, every problem that is created by this is just exploited relentlessly, while my obligation to be fair to them keeps being stretched in ways not especially reasonable towards myself.

I wish someone would be able to just see something, rather than just fulfill required functions.

I am constantly subjected to discriminatory treatment in public places. when I try to co-exist peacefully with them they'll just instigate something that will require me to respond in a way that will allow them to mark me there for the rest of time. sometimes I'll walk into places I'd never even been to before and immediately the eyes will glare and sometimes I will even be refused service. that's like I'm famous in a very bad way, without even being acknowledged as famous. then, if I do something in my life that's not to the approval of the society targeting me, they are then protected in inflicting mass retributions on me for it, and to them this is morally sound, although I don't know of anyone else that's being spied on and targeted and teamed up against by an entire society.
if I stand up to anyone that's picking on me, this infuriates the mob that's targeting me, which will naturally take the side of the mob and of any member of the mob I stand up to.

the pieces of shit constantly become coercively involved in my thoughts and do not permit me to think without their involvement.

the disease pieces of shit are now set on relentless destroy. when the target of a sea of disease pieces of shit one is not permitted to experience doubt or think or anything. any experience of doubt is immediately met with attacks by disease pieces of shit that appear whenever you're down and need to be kicked, and that are just there to take any opportunity to bring to destruction anything they can without ever doing anything positive. when experiencing any doubt, disease pieces of shit will immediately take the opportunity to take advantage of you and take away any freeom from you that they can. your right to privacy becomes even more non-existent and policing your thoughts becomes even more casual when a mob of disease pieces of shit that knows no limits and has no place restricted from its pervasion is set on attack and destroy.
I am put in a position of being the target of a very elaborate war, and every single thing requires extremely delicate explanations and distinctions, and then those I have to make every case to are this sea of disease pieces of shit that's always eager to attack vulnerabilities, and in large numbers. you experience doubt, and the disease pieces of shit will invade, and you are expected to make every case and give every delicate explanation to these pieces of shit.
these pieces of shit shouldn't even be there, and yet I always have to justify myself to them when they should be justifying themselves to me, because they are all-pervasive, have large numbers, police my thoughts, and have every possible weapon. these pieces of shit are a disease.

the pieces of shit relentlessly pursue me by every kind of harassment and constantly tell me what I'm allowed to do and where I'm allowed to be, and then the instant I respond they pursue me by the deniability they always ensure themselves, and often will get in my face to enact the context wherein this deniability can take life, if only I overlook that they happen to know me everywhere and that they have this personal relationship with me, and don't treat me in reaction to anything I'm doing but in reaction to something I've written or quite often something I'm thinking or have thought or something I've done inside my house. the instant I'm not hostile to them, they immediately become hostile to me, and then the instant I become hostile to them they immediately treat me like the great vampire of their little colony. they also become coercively involved in the process of me walking on the street, and when I begin walking they'll get my hopes up that I will have an uneventful walk, and then by the time I am nearly finished I am suddenly very out of favour with the colony.
when fighting for rights, I usually fight for basic rights such as moving around within society, expressing myself, and keeping them away from my thoughts, while they usually fight for the right to pick on me. as far as I know, it's within the legal rights of each of them to pick on whoever they want, and it happens that very many of them choose to pick on me, and it's within the legal rights of each of them to treat me like I'm famous as long as they don't officially acknowledge this, and it's within the legal rights of each of them not to tell me that I'm famous or anything of this sort, as far as I know. everything they do is protected by deniability anyways. anyone that tells me that there are laws against harassment only ends up taking their side and corroborating their deniability, and anything legal it seems can be used only against me and not against anyone else.
it's also within my rights to exercise freedom of speech, to stand up to them, to move around within society, and a hell of a lot of other things I have come to understand I am not permitted to do when society is always at my throat.

the pieces of shit stalk me as a society and harass me constantly and without stop. they do not tire of it year after year and not ever for a second. they become coercively involved in my thoughts and go out of their way to cripple my ability to use my senses. I must accept that I can't say anything about the things they actually do, because they all happen to know me everywhere I go, and then they exploit this and increase targeted societal intrusions into everything I do especially in privacy, as it is a great advantage to them when they can cripple my ability to use my senses and to think while themselves protected from any response from me.
these are the things they actually do, and quite insistently, and do not relent as long as there is any doubt in me that they are doing it on purpose, and then it only works against me if I say anything about it, especially when they happen to all know me everywhere I go. these pieces of shit are a disease and I wish they would die.

year after year I am tyrannized over by these idiots that just relentlessly stalk me and team up against me and then use this to subject me to contexts and standards that completely overlook them relentlessly stalking me and teaming up against me. they always put everything in the context of them being unquestionably right about everything while always wrong about everything, but they have each other to corroborate each other and they have me to target and they always work very hard to ensure that I can never get to any position of being taken very seriously or even being permitted very basic freedoms. now there is also a sharp increase of me being policed in my house by intrusions I am not permitted for a second to ignore are targeted to me, as well as a sharp increase of electric shocks to my body. while the pieces of shit that call themselves people and force me to accept them to be people are just there to enforce all the most blatant and personalized propaganda against me and are all the same and all idiots everywhere I go.

when society is always targeting you and always keeping you in the spotlight without permitting anything in your life, the expectation from you is to just suppress yourself to minimize targeting, while they have the advantage of permitting nothing in your life and so can take restricting your freedoms to ever greater extremes. things like me going outside or showing up anywhere in society are treated with increasing severity and it becomes understood that there are simply very many freedoms I am told I have that will not be tolerated and will be met with consequences I am told are coincidental, in the same way every single time.
I must constantly justify everything to the society that's policing me and permitting nothing in my life, due to being kept in the spotlight while permitted nowhere to be and nothing to have in my life, and so then it just becomes increasingly understood that no one anywhere is very happy to ever see me and everyone always has very much to vent against me, although it's treated very casually that they all happen to know me everywhere I go. they don't ever change, and so all that's possible is for my every freedom to be increasingly restricted, and more so the more I try to reason with them, and for me to accept all those distortions of perspective and context for fear of the consequences of not accepting these.
nothing is permitted to ever go anywhere, and there is absolute refusal to allow anything positive in my life by those willing to go to any distance for purposes of policing my life, and so the only direction that's permitted is for my every freedom to be increasingly restricted by all kinds of tricks and exploitations of every possible vulnerability. I am expected to suppress myself and keep suppressing myself, and then whenever I don't suppress myself I am expected to suppress myself and then keep suppressing myself again, and that's it, nothing else is permitted in my life, the only context is how much suppression I am able to endure, and they are there to be judges of that, while doing absolutely nothing positive and obliging me to them in no other way than by fear of punishments.