And whenever questioning the world or doing anything other than accepting and playing along to things that don’t make rational sense, I have to suffer punishments by various next time I go anywhere in society. And in other instances, again in society, everywhere I go I of course always encounter those that are eager to inflict retributions on me for all kinds of details of my life, and that seem to get a particular joy in that they never actually admit to anything and can switch contexts and subject me in all seriousness to any set of standards they please even in situations where one would expect something different. Try invoking reason though at these points in time when the will to overlook has already overwhelmingly triumphed.