Thursday, November 17, 2011

I should find someone that hasn't written anything on facebook for like 2 weeks, and just start fucking stalking them. I would feel weird doing that. I would feel like a loser trying to conquer somebody's back yard, and I'd feel like it's not my place to tell someone that they're not allowed to be alone and what they're allowed to do beyond things that concern me, and then just persist and persist in my demands. As far as using television, advertisements, newspapers, amazon and every other media specifically against someone, honestly, it might give me a sense of power (although this is beginning to seem very isolated), but again, at this point I would feel corrupt or something, although there are times in my life when I do start treating the pieces of shit the way they treat me.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Not unimportant, just hopeless:

-there are things that speak for themselves and sentiments that are self-explanatory. Still, how do you manage complete universality regarding philosophies etc that one is told are quite open to debate?
-given freedom of the press and democracy, how do you get everyone to agree to keep completely quiet about something that’s happening on a pretty large scale? Even if kept at the fringes of things, something is big if kept at the fringes of everything, and it’s a very different type of society than one is told if everyone agrees to be ‘socially intelligent’ about it.
-everything I do (narrowing this down now to things outside of my house), gives every impression of being transmitted very quickly and efficiently to anyone I could possibly deal with. Nothing is ever said about me publicly though that mentions my name. What is your advanced system of universal private-communication?

Friday, November 4, 2011

- will be spending the weekend trying to catch up with some book readings.
- have been reading some things on the internet this week. no, it's good, I insult your intelligence so you insult me. I guess I've done that too.
- next week hopefully I'll manage some day-walks, I just have to keep telling myself: "Shahar, the internet is not going away, but you can go away from the internet and it will still be there when you come back" (chuckle chuckle).
- as always, am gathering my energies for the next time I have something to say and can make a blog-post of it, and hopefully the next will be a fabulous one.