they also exploit their deafness in various ways, and try to coerce me to overpower their deafness, which is not possible, and which they use for purposes of manipulation. their relation to me is never that of anything capable of any understanding, but always that of something which is there to police and to restrict, even communication.

Writings about The 1984 Police State. The primary methods of such a police state are psychological which in a non-physical setting can be taken to any extreme. the aim is the exploitation of the individual. The individual designated for exploitation is myself. Those around me are enforcers of The 1984 Police State and are there to keep me in line for no other purpose than keeping me in line. They utilize every facet of society against me and they are all impostors. They define what is sane and what is not sane, and have the power to lock me up. They employ the population for demoralization and for breaking me down and keeping me in line, always at specific times and always with ulterior motives. If I stand up to any one of them, everyone else will immediately rush to their defense, not verbally but as bodies at the defense of the police state and to quickly beat down and coerce to submission. They can exhibit a certain sanity within a certain context, but it’s just not the right context and is not consistent with what’s happening around and not consistent with their methods of subjecting me to it, and however many of them can say the same things, it means nothing when they are all the same and all there for the same reasons, and the world of which they speak is just not this one.
The vast majority of the things I am subjected to are merely suggested, and yet suggested in very obvious ways. It’s arranged in a very fucked up way, because they ensure that within their context I seem to be suggesting things that I explicitly say I don’t suggest, while in my context they suggest things that explicitly they’ll tell me they don’t suggest. It camouflages what’s true and what’s not.
The latest clampdown was focused exactly on things I’d already written about: my sanity, my ‘disease’ (I try to demonstrate that my usage of the word disease is more accurate), my breaches from their ‘common-sense’, media literacy/ illiteracy etc. Next it will be something else. As said, the vast majority of it is mere suggestion, and yet it’s always timed exactly to beat me to conformity the instant I step out of line. There are many mundane situations that can be unpleasant or torturous, but in the 1984 police state these are used exactly for purposes of torture and beating to submission.

http://shahargoldpolicestate.blogspot.com/2010/04/as-for-evidence.html
Evidence that I am being shunned. Nothing I write is ever challenged verbally, but only met with corresponding punishments and penalties by the population. Moreover, while there seems to be a refusal to challenge anything I write verbally, there will not ever be any way to avoid penalties and punishments when the infliction of these is required.

Excerpt from Machine Hell

The shit has been in full force for about 9 years, according to the measure of time available. Sure enough, it started the way phases always start: by some deception they’ll convince you that you have some special ability, some special instinct, have been chosen in some way, or in one way or another have suddenly aroused the intense interest of very large masses. This will usually come at times when your life couldn’t seem to get any worse, or you have been denying the nature of your surroundings in your thoughts, and so you’ll be more likely to buy into it. If you do buy into it, instantaneously these great masses begin to systematically take away your freedoms one after another, and it always ends up in total shit and with these great masses just beating you to the ground and teaming up against you and telling you what you are and are not allowed to do in regard to the most intimate details of your life. If you don’t buy into it, they’ll just use more force and will end up beating you to the ground and taking away your freedoms one after another by means of more force. This force can come in the form of intense mind rape, psychological punishments, punishments of the senses, conditioning and endless harassment, humiliation, demoralization, simultaneous rejection by very large masses, simultaneous ridicule by very large masses, rejection precisely by anything you develop any sort of attachment to, coercive involvement by masses in everything you do and everything you think, betrayal by anyone that you have any expectation from or that you are under the illusion that they care about you, obliging you to all kinds of tedious chores, coercive and forceful deceptions combined with the knowledge of the consequences of not resisting these deceptions in very overt ways, extreme self-consciousness due to your thoughts being constantly policed and met with punishments, exploitation of your conscience, exploitation of your fears, exploitation of your trust, subjection by masses to all kinds of moralities, proprieties, and standards of every sort which have nothing to do with the world in which you live, the cold indifference and denial by everyone of everything happening in your life, the killing of hope, the killing of spirit, and the killing of every possible freedom. Or it can come in physical forms: punishments of the body by electric shocks, the infliction of other bodily agonies, and of course forcible confinement, the police, and being beat up.

The entire thing: http://1984policestate.blogspot.com/2010/04/police-machine.html

Learn to read. No one is obliged to agree with anything I say, but it’s pretty fucking hard, at this point, not to understand what I’m saying and not to understand that I am perfectly aware of how it would sound within the imposed context of some not absurd world. I operate on knowledge of the world around me. Those around me operate on ideology.

and I still receive constant electric shocks to private areas of my body. I receive them at very specific times and they are used to police my thoughts and my activities. they can be quite excessive and when not painful, certainly more than irritating. whether society cracks down on me or not, it doesn't really stop the electric shocks that are inflicted on my body very regularly.

the pieces of shit have decided to increase their coercive involvement in my life, and so now must clamp down on me for it. walking on the street means being preyed on and raped by the pieces of shit. I don't start off being hostile when going outside, and so they immediately take advantage of this and become involved in my thoughts, and then pigs will start taking advantage of every instance of my consideration to them and inflict psychological torture and conditioning against me until I get mad and respond, and then they unleash any professional or other facet required to enforce the targeting and the nazi police state and to use various intimidations against me as well. they team up against me as a society and target me as a society.

whenever not writing anything for a very short while, it automatically reverts on this blog to putting up the post where I provided an address where I was targeted as the primary post that shows up for this blog, which is not something I really give a shit about, but then the pieces of shit become increasingly hostile and eager to inflict punishments on me when it does that, although it's not actually me doing that, I don't get to choose which post shows up as the primary post.
funny, there are standards of privacy towards the pieces of shit being applied towards me and used to target me by a society of pigs that's teaming up against me and inflicts punishments on me everywhere I go and seems to know what I look like and needless to say doesn't have the slightest respect for my privacy. in fact, activities inside my house, such as reading something, for example, are met with severe punishments by the pigs when I go outside.

the pieces of shit police and target me as a society. whenever I am not devoting my every moment to the pieces of shit, they immediately return to being the pigs they always return to being when I am not devoting my every moment to them, who must fulfill the imperative of targeting and policing me as a society. they harass me everywhere I go and become coercively involved in my movements within society and police everything I do by corresponding harassments. they inflict punishments on me for details of my life. they single me out and give me special treatment everywhere I go. they tell me where I'm allowed to be and increase harassments whenever I'm somewhere they don't want to allow me to be. they don't do anything other than police my life and team up against me in very large numbers, and every pig I encounter is just the same. these pieces of shit are a disease and I wish they would fucking die.